Sunday, July 12: "I don't believe I can win anymore. I'm just
not good enough." The familiar high-pitched voice cuts through
the drone of jet engines, but because the speaker is Jack
Nicklaus, leaning back in one of the eight molded passenger
seats in his $29 million Gulfstream G-4, the listener wonders if
he has heard correctly. Yes, Nicklaus is a creaky 58 and a few
days before had announced that he would be skipping the British
Open at Royal Birkdale, ending his 42-year-old streak of playing
in every major championship for which he was eligible, at 154.
But Jack Nicklaus never says he's not good enough to win.
Because no one has had such a sure grip on the game, letting go
is a complicated exercise for Nicklaus. Even while announcing
the end of his streak at the Senior Players Championship, in
Dearborn, Mich., a few days earlier, there had been a trace of
ambiguity. Was this really the end, or more of the shadowboxing
that began when he first hinted at retirement after winning the
If you want the unvarnished truth from Nicklaus, the best place
to get it might be in the sumptuous cabin of his jet, 40,000
feet above the ground and traveling at 500 miles per hour. "Jack
loves this airplane," says Ronald Hurst, his pilot for the last
nine years, who in tandem with copilot Kent Sherman spends about
400 hours in the air with his boss each year. "This is where he
can relax and be himself." So when Nicklaus drags his ailing hip
aboard his jet, 90 minutes after finishing sixth in Dearborn,
the walls of public life come down and the plain speaker comes
out. An hour into the flight to, incongruously, Great Britain,
Nicklaus sets the record straight.
"Every article has said, 'Hip forces Nicklaus out of British
Open,'" he says, "but the hip wasn't what took me out. I have no
doubt that if I went to the British Open this week, I could
finish in the top 20, but that doesn't interest me. If I really
thought I had a chance to win, I would've crawled around Royal
Birkdale. But, realistically, I don't have enough game to have a
Even if the hip was repaired and he could play pain free?
Nicklaus is asked. "Even if the hip was repaired," he says. No,
Nicklaus has never said that.
Monday, July 13: After four hours of sleep on a sofa at the back
of the G-4, Nicklaus awakes as the plane prepares to touch down
at Hawarden Airport in Wales at 8 a.m. The countryside is
buffeted by wind and rain, just the sort of weather that gives
Nicklaus's aching joints, particularly his hip, fits.
His mission is to open the Nicklaus Course at Carden Park, which
he co-designed with his second son, 35-year-old Steve, on a
17th-century estate in Cheshire. The opening was scheduled when
Nicklaus thought he would be playing in the British Open, but
now the only way he will make it to Royal Birkdale, 35 miles to
the north, is if Gary, the third of the four Nicklaus boys,
makes it through the qualifying rounds, which end today. Even
then Jack would only spend a day at Birkdale. "I'm not going to
hang around," he says.
Bleary-eyed, Nicklaus is paying for four days of competition
followed by an overnight flight. "I feel awful," he says as he
rises. The next 15 hours are crammed with a press conference, an
18-hole exhibition with Ian Woosnam and a dinner to raise money
for a children's hospital.
At the press conference, attended by 70 journalists, Nicklaus is
nostalgic and informative. He reveals that he believes his hip
problems began in 1963 at the Lucky International in San
Francisco. A doctor prescribed 25 cortisone shots in 10 weeks.
"I think they destroyed the area, or started to destroy it,"
More than 3,000 fans come to see the exhibition. Nicklaus wants
to play well, but his body won't let him. To keep weight off his
bad hip, he walks straight-legged, but tilted forward from the
waist, as if he were imitating Groucho Marx. Nicklaus's left
leg, which has become shorter and smaller in circumference than
his right, can no longer support the weight shift so critical to
what was golf's most explosive swing, so he sometimes pull-hooks
the ball into the rough.
On the 7th hole Nicklaus's knee seizes up while he's standing on
the side of a hill preparing to hit a shot. Nicklaus is miked,
and the sound of the joint popping goes out over loudspeakers
mounted on carts, followed by an agonized "Oh, Jesus, that was
my knee." Nicklaus bends over and waits for the pain to subside.
On the next hole, for the first time in an exhibition, he boards
a cart and rides the rest of the way. Momentarily forgetting
that he's miked, he says to the driver of the cart, "It's hell
For the rest of the round, Nicklaus's grunts, groans and sighs
are audible, but, as always, he digs deep and finishes with a
birdie at the 17th and a solid par on 18. His score is in the
high 70s, several strokes higher than Woosnam's.
Once the round is over, Nicklaus's only concern is Gary's score.
He regards warily information that his 29-year-old son, through
13 holes, is in good position to qualify. Sure enough, back at
the hotel he gets the bad news: Gary bogeyed the last three
holes (by missing three putts inside of six feet, it is later
learned) to fall into a seven-way tie for the one remaining
spot. "Jeez!" Nicklaus says, dropping his head as if he had been
the one missing from short range. Wordlessly he retires to his
suite. When he emerges for dinner an hour and a half later, he
has learned that Gary was eliminated in a playoff. Rather than
going to Birkdale, the Nicklaus party will head back home to
North Palm Beach, Fla.
Tuesday, July 14: Nicklaus is subdued on the way to the
airport--"I've never hurt that much playing in front of people,"
he says about the previous day's exhibition--and once on board
he stretches out for some sleep. Three hours later, when he
awakes, he's a new man. He spies Hurst outside the cockpit and
asks playfully, "Are you leaving the flying to that good German,
Otto Pilot?" Reviewing the stories of his day at Carden Park in
the English newspapers, he seizes on a headline in The Express:
NICKLAUS: I MUST QUIT FOR MY KIDS. The story is based on a
comment he made at the press conference. "I don't think I've
been much of a grandfather so far," Nicklaus had said.
Mildly annoyed, Nicklaus repeats the headline in a fey voice and
gestures toward Steve. "Can you imagine quitting for reprobates
like him?" he says, joking.
Nicklaus slips an icebag under his pants to reduce swelling in
his left groin, and turns his attention to a movie, Addicted to
Love. Afterward, with three hours left in the eight-hour flight,
Nicklaus spreads out the architectural drawings for the King and
the Bear, a course he is co-designing with Arnold Palmer at the
new World Golf Village, in St. Augustine, Fla. According to
Steve, his father's passion for architecture will make his
withdrawal from competition easier. "He won't be haunted," Steve
says. "He'll be too busy."
Nicklaus has long meetings scheduled at his company's
headquarters, in North Palm Beach, for the rest of the week. "If
I watch the British Open on television, it will be a total
coincidence," he says.
Wednesday, July 15: By 9 a.m. Nicklaus has made the one-mile
drive from his waterfront home at Lost Tree Village and is in
his office. (His company occupies parts of five floors of the
Golden Bear Plaza, off Highway 1.) The first order of business
is painful--signing off on a deal to sell 14 Golden Bear Golf
Centers, for $32 million, to a competitor, Family Golf Centers.
While Nicklaus's privately owned course-design business is
thriving, the publicly held divisions of his company, Golden
Bear Golf, Inc., have struggled. The stock, which opened at $16
a share during the initial public offering in August '96, now
hovers around $4. The biggest hit came in May when Golden Bear's
golf construction subsidiary, Paragon Construction, announced an
internal review of cost overruns at some of its 30 projects.
Golden Bear's troubles demand Nicklaus's full attention. "I'm
home so seldom that when I go into the office, everybody needs
me and I get swamped," he says. "Forget about playing golf or
preparing for a tournament."
Is his hunger for competition satisfied by business? "Not
quite," Nicklaus says after a pause. "In golf, when somebody
beats you, you know it was fair and square. In business, you
don't always feel that way."
Thursday, July 16: Nicklaus, wife Barbara and eldest son Jackie,
36, take part in an all-day meeting to design the clubhouse for
the Bear's Club, a project only a few miles from Nicklaus's
home. The three Nicklauses and more than a dozen consultants and
company officials crowd around a 15-foot-long conference table
scattered with plans and drawings. Nicklaus is at the center of
the dialogue. At one point he offers, "The thing I don't like
about a men's locker room is a bunch of naked men walking
around. I like areas for privacy."
Like his brother Steve, Jackie isn't worried about what the
future holds for his father. "After [this week's] Senior Open,"
he says, "he's going to look into everything to fix his
hip--injections, coatings, exercise. He has always been leery
about surgery, but I know he wants to keep playing and
competing. My guess is he's going to go with the hip replacement."
Back in the office after going home for lunch, Nicklaus says he
hasn't seen any of the first round of the British Open. "Who's
leading?" he asks. Told Tiger Woods is tied for first, Nicklaus
cocks an eye and says, "Is he really?"
Nicklaus is more interested in the results of the Golden Bear
tour event taking place in West Palm Beach. His youngest son,
24-year-old Michael, a first-year pro, had started 68-69 to make
the cut for the first time in 16 tries on the tour and is playing
the final round today. Hearing that Michael finished with a 73 to
tie for seventh and win $3,776, Nicklaus is proud. "That's
wonderful," he says. "Anything under 80 would've been acceptable.
He was in unknown territory."
Friday, July 17: The only Nicklaus who seems to be missing the
British Open is Barbara. When Jack invites the clubhouse
architects home for lunch, Barbara turns on the TV to watch the
tournament. "That was always our trip," she says. "We left the
kids at home. Sure I miss it." Barbara's streak of consecutive
British Opens was almost as impressive as Jack's. Since 1962 she
had missed only one, in '73, when Michael was born.
The Nicklaus home at Lost Tree, where Jack and Barbara have
lived since 1970, is family headquarters. All five of the
Nicklauses' children, including their only daughter, Nan, 33,
live within a 10-minute drive. The place can get a little crazy
when their eight grandchildren, ages two through eight, visit.
Four of the kids belong to Jackie and his wife, Barbara, and the
other four to Nan and her husband, Bill O'Leary. Both Barbara
and Nan are expecting in January. To the grandkids, Barbara and
Jack are Mimi and Granpa.
At 5 p.m., trying to clear his desk before the weekend and the
upcoming Senior Open, Nicklaus returns to the office. As he's
saying goodbye for the weekend, Scott Tolley, Nicklaus's
director of communications, tells the boss that the 36-hole
leader at Birkdale is Brian Watts and that a 17-year-old
amateur, Justin Rose, is a stroke back. "That got his attention
for a second," Tolley says later. "But for just a second."
Saturday, July 18: Although he hangs around the house until
10:30 a.m., Nicklaus hardly glances at the TV. By the time Jim
McKay airs his tribute to the man who has won more majors than
any golfer in history, Nicklaus is well into his round with
Michael at the Lost Tree course. In a spirited match, the father
beats the son. "If Jack could be paired with his sons during
tournaments and play them for a milk shake, he'd still be
winning," says Barbara. "He won't let the boys beat him."
That night Jack and Barbara and Nan and Bill take Michael and
his fiancee, Traci Vance, out to celebrate Michael's 25th
birthday. "I knew Watts was leading," Nicklaus says the next
day, "but I don't remember anyone talking about it at dinner."
Sunday, July 19: Playing with three club pros--Jim Curran, Brian
Peaper and Eric Veilleux--Nicklaus birdies the 18th hole at
Loxahatchee to win two fat-free yogurt shakes. "I only collected
on one," he says. "Next time I play those guys, it will be with
house money." He's pleased because he walked without pain and
hit the ball reasonably well. Is he ready for the Senior Open?
"I'm decent," he says. "Am I prepared? No. I can't get prepared
After the round Nicklaus watches the playoff between Mark O'Meara
and Brian Watts in the clubhouse, the only time all week he sits
and watches the British Open. "I didn't go out of my way not to
watch," he says. "It's just that I was busy. It didn't bother me
to watch, not in the least. No one believes me, but this wasn't
an emotional week for me."
Still, Nicklaus admits that something was missing. "I had my
moments, my pangs," he says. "I love to play in major
championships. It has been part of my life forever. I guess
nothing lasts forever."
Anyone who's under the impression that Nicklaus and golf are
joined at the hip are wrong. They're joined at the heart.
COLOR PHOTO: PHOTOGRAPHS BY BILL FRAKES Blond-sided Instead of spending a chilly week in England, Granpa had extra time to cozy up to the growing Nicklaus brood. [Jack Nicklaus with his grandchildren]
COLOR PHOTO: PHOTOGRAPHS BY BILL FRAKES All business Nicklaus's publicly held company has fallen on hard times, which called for some tough decisions last week. [Jack Nicklaus in discussion with others at table]
COLOR PHOTO: MATTHEW HARRIS The show must go on After flying all night, Nicklaus, barely able to walk, struggled through a course opening in Wales. [Jack Nicklaus on golf course]
COLOR PHOTO: PHOTOGRAPHS BY BILL FRAKES Bearing up By the end of the week, Nicklaus was feeling better about his ailing hip and his chances in the Senior Open. [Jack Nicklaus playing with five grandsons]
"If I really thought I had a chance to win," Nicklaus says, "I
would've crawled around Royal Birkdale."
The popping sound goes out over the loudspeakers, followed by
"Oh, Jesus, that was my knee."
"No one believes me," Nicklaus says, "but this wasn't an
emotional week for me."